Things Left Unsaid.

 Some days darkness glitch in front of my closed eyes, while others go by in a prolonged second. The latter has me longing for more like the last time I saw you in the most surreal dream I have had in a while. The crowd kept growing. Where it was supposed to be a simple roadside event turned into a huge show with a stage and loud speakers. They hurt but I could not care less. I was with friends, with people I haven’t met in a long time and others that are sleeping beside me right now. The crowd is louder now and getting thicker. I could not hear the sounds emanating from the stage. I could not even recognise the genre being performed but they seemed to enjoy it. I wasn’t listening. I was waiting, for god knows how long and for what. I didn’t have a clue until you called for me. From where, is still darkness in my head but you called and I heard that perfectly. Without even realising it, I was already standing behind you and then beside you. My seat was taken and I was left standing in the kind of weather where it is warm and damp at the same time. I didn’t mind, because you called me and I was standing right next to you, I could not care. You held me close. You made sure I was comfortable. You did not make it weird and you let me relax. I don’t know how long I stayed like that with you but when I woke up, I was still in your arms, spiritually. I was still standing next to you, mentally. And you were away, far away from me, physically. You left exactly 735 days back and I haven’t moved on yet.